behind the curve

   i have always prided myself on being someone who stays 'ahead of the curve".  in many instances in my life i have been interested in subjects that have caught on in a big way.  unfortunately i have never been able or willing to invest in these, thus i regularly lament missing my "opportunity" to cash in on my prescient abilities.  well, now i seem to be going in the opposite direction,,,, i am gonna start writing a blog.  how last year,,, or maybe year before last.  yeah, well,, not like i was gonna do anything much with it if i had started writing when the idea came up,,,,, like seven years ago.  so,,, i am writing a blog,,, about my life.  okay.  about my fantasy  life,,, which is certainly more exciting than my real life.  maybe everyone writes about their fantasy life.  the life they would like to have rather than the one which they have right in front of them.  i have been doing a lot of thinking about my past and about how things might have turned out differently had i known then what i know now